⭓ Just Ranting #13

It's been like 3+ weeks now of not feeling well and I think I'm getting a bit worse every day. The internal buzzing/vibrating stuff is pretty bad. I got woken up again from my left arm going all numb. I also have a hard time falling asleep lately because I get that really uncomfortable "jolted awake" type feeling, and other discomforts. Sigh. I had my brain MRI this past week and then spine MRI tomorrow. I had my ENT visit too which didn't really find much. So after tomorow I just really need to try to expedite my Neurologist meeting and get it as soon as possible.

⭓ Just Ranting #12

It's been rough lately. The dizziness is pretty high even from the mornings nowadays. I get three "bearable" hours usually from waking up, and then it's basically torture. Physical tasks have been brutal and I'm fored to rest after, sometimes even a small 2-minute task will reeeally suck. Wishing I had a housemaid right now!

⭓ Just Ranting #11

Just sitting here crying because the dizziness is so horrible today. I had a mental breakdown yesterday too. I don't know what to do or how to stay distracted at this point. I've been thinking about seeing if alcohol can help with the mental breakdowns but I really hate how gross and unhealthy alcohol makes me feel. :(

⭓ Just Ranting #10

Dizziness has been pretty bad now for 4 days straight, it's horrible and everything is torture. I just wanna be in bed and not move but I'm forcing myself to get SOME stuff done and it's really not fun. Shortness of breath started mildly again yesterday - I'm hoping it doesn't become a super bad flareup again or else I'll really not be able to move much...

⭓ Just Ranting #9

My dizziness is still bad, even right from the morning. Currently applying a hot water bottle to my neck and might do some massages on it. Another day with barely anything done!

⭓ Just Ranting #8

I think I pushed my limits this week because I was doing more things while my older sister was visiting me. The dizziness got really annoying. We all had dinner at a restaurant and I had to wear my sunglasses indoors. Everything is achey and uncomfortable and the dizziness is really bad tonight. It's 7pm and I am DONE with the day because I can't take it anymore. I feel so horrible. I might watch a show or movie and hopefully I can get sleepy earlier and just go sleep.