⭓ Just Ranting #32

I think the "worst" is over when it comes to this new flareup/setback because I can finally walk more without wanting to die. The other day I could even sort of function until 5pm but then I still get all sorts of aches, tension and "deep itchiness" in all the muscles of the back of my head, and my neck and shoulders are really bad right now too. So I still have to keep going back into my bed or else once I've hit the "limit" of it, it starts to get really uncomfortable, shooting pains at me, and I start to feel that unberable agitation start to creep up. Usually being in bed can sort of "recharge" my muscles and let me be upright again for a while. Also I cut out caffeine because I feel like it makes the dizziness worse and I feel more panic attacks creeping up? Maybe. Alhough now I get intense afternoon fatigue where I feel like I'm falling asleep with my eyes open. Just can't win no matter what.

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