I'm trying to arrange some sort of "deep tissue" massage for my neck. So far I keep getting ignored. :/
Also I switched doctors and she wanted to check my thyroid. Through the blood test we discovered my cholesterol is at astronomical levela and I likely have Familial Hypercholesterolemia. I had to change my diet overnight and I'll likely start on meds like statins soon, which sucks, because I'm already dealing with so many symptoms and the meds can ruin my neck "healing" progress - one of the potential side effects of the meds is actual muscle damage. And figuring out my new food plan and having to cook more is EXHAUSTING. I'm just so tired, I actually fantasize just moving in with my parents or grandma and just starting my life over in a way. Idk. I'm spending an insane amount of money on bills every month just to "live downtown Toronto" and I barely leave my house or bed, and now I'm making no money because of USA tarifs.
I just feel like I'm wasting my life away in so many ways right now.
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