The past week hasn't been as bad! I'm sleeping a bit better. I'm trying to actively work on anything that is giving me any sort of tension right now: so if I make a movement and feel a tight muscle, I'll try to stretch it out right there and then. And I'm trying to work out all of the muscles that are doing the crazy tremoring, because maybe they are just weak muscles that got weak due to all sorts of tightness or pressures on my nerves. There are some tensions I've had for so long in random places that I'm trying to work on because I think everything is all connected. And I'm trying to do more of the deep tissue massage for myself using small tools.
The EMG test came back fine and he also did another test on my arm where he stuck needles in my arm to listen to the nerves or something like that. It came out fine too so it ruled out some types of nerve damage.
I'm trying to work on my anxiety because it's been bad the past few month.
at
March 13, 2026
My new tremors still aren't going away, and a few times a week my sleep still gets ruined. Two nights ago it took me 3 hours to fall asleep and last night it took me 5 hours to fall asleep. It's midnight and I'm pretty tired but not sleepy so I'm dreading going to sleep. I'm gonna maybe stay up until 1am and hopefully I get more tired.
I think maybe my new tremors could just be super tight muscles around my shoulders or something - and maybe that could also be why my arms often go numb if I'm trying to fall asleep on my back. I did an EMG test and I'm going for a follow up soon but I doubt that'll reveal too much.
I think maybe my new tremors could just be super tight muscles around my shoulders or something - and maybe that could also be why my arms often go numb if I'm trying to fall asleep on my back. I did an EMG test and I'm going for a follow up soon but I doubt that'll reveal too much.
at
March 01, 2026
THIS MONTH MARKS 2 YEARS OF TORTURE! Yaaaaaaay.
I feel like I'm just losing track of my symptoms all the time now and my mind just keeps trying to "erase" my memories of really bad weeks, so thinking back to them is sometimes difficult too.
The past two weeks my main issues are probably all of my various tremors, and my eye stuff. My visual issues are so bad right now, worse than ever I think. The photosensitivity is bad, and I keep seeing the inverted afterimages of things pretty much instantly, all the time. Yesterday I was taking down my shower curtain for like 5 miuntes and the bathroom light on the top left area got burned into my eyes. And the burn mark lasted for like 10 minutes afterwards.
I think the most uneasy parts are when a dot or blotch momentarily flashes right in the very center of my vision. Not even an afterimage, jsut random flashes. It keeps happening all the time but a while now. It just scares me because what if it becomes permanent?
The buzzing in my entire body has not stopped, along with weird types of bubbling sensations in my legs and especially feet. I still get all sorts of muscle spasms all throughout my body especially at night once I start to rest. I still get a random bubbling sensation in my back sometimes when getting up from bed after lying down (being on my laptop in bed).
At least I'm generally sleeping a bit better, not every night, but it was worse a few weeks ago where I was sooo sleep deprived.
I just feel like something definitely got messed up in my neck, something probably related to some nerves, and it's not exacly "resolving itself".
THIS MONTH MARKS 2 YEARS OF TORTURE! Yaaaaaaay.
I feel like I'm just losing track of my symptoms all the time now and my mind just keeps trying to "erase" my memories of really bad weeks, so thinking back to them is sometimes difficult too.
The past two weeks my main issues are probably all of my various tremors, and my eye stuff. My visual issues are so bad right now, worse than ever I think. The photosensitivity is bad, and I keep seeing the inverted afterimages of things pretty much instantly, all the time. Yesterday I was taking down my shower curtain for like 5 miuntes and the bathroom light on the top left area got burned into my eyes. And the burn mark lasted for like 10 minutes afterwards.
I think the most uneasy parts are when a dot or blotch momentarily flashes right in the very center of my vision. Not even an afterimage, jsut random flashes. It keeps happening all the time but a while now. It just scares me because what if it becomes permanent?
The buzzing in my entire body has not stopped, along with weird types of bubbling sensations in my legs and especially feet. I still get all sorts of muscle spasms all throughout my body especially at night once I start to rest. I still get a random bubbling sensation in my back sometimes when getting up from bed after lying down (being on my laptop in bed).
At least I'm generally sleeping a bit better, not every night, but it was worse a few weeks ago where I was sooo sleep deprived.
I just feel like something definitely got messed up in my neck, something probably related to some nerves, and it's not exacly "resolving itself".
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